gunners gone...

definitely not a good day to talk about...
early morning... ARSENAL KALAH .. yer.. KALAH ... dok sebok main pas2 dlm penalty box, sp lupe lak nk shoot.. huh

Arsenal vs. PSV Eindhoven 2L Highlights
Uploaded by arsenalist

Here’s some facts that come to mind: (pow from www.arsenalist.com)

• We simply don’t shoot and all the criticism we get for playing “beautiful football” over “practical football” is often justified.
• Julio Baptista should not be brought back, he doesn’t know how to use his power and lacks finesse.
• Arsene Wenger made a mistake in not playing Henry in the first half, if the man is healthy, there’s no reason whey he can’t play the first half but play the second. Just don’t play him at all if he’s not ready. Kill off the anticipation.
• Emmanuel Adebayor is good but he should’ve put the Gunners up 2-0, his finish on the breakaway was extremely poor.
• The defensive substation of Diaby for Ljunberg didn’t work out.
• Injuries kept us from advancing the CL but even with the injuries, we had the squad to go past PSV, we just didn’t convert our chances.

then i mistakenly took 506 bus which then stuck in early morning traffic (rundle road closed due to clipsal 500 last weekend, have to use other road). luckily i only late 5-10 mins for anat lecture... after a one-mile-early-morning-run. it seems like all the brain stuff in the lecture didnt really went into my brain at all.

afternoon : PBL... (well.. u know...)

the only good about today is.. APAM's Birthday... (not really important unless u r gay)

cubaan membuat muka jambu

ps: diharap apam akan terus sihat.. hoho

2nd year...

well... im now a 2nd year student. its kinda fun watching freshies struggling to figure out how to print their lecture notes in the earliest of the australian morning. its even better to see the same old notes again.. some of them printed the notes with out removing the background pictures(which happened to me once), so u urself can imagine what the black n white printer end-product look like. but they still insist that it is readable (i heard their conversation while waiting for my notes to be printed.. damn slow n stucked)

in conjunction with the 1st day of uni 2007, few clubs and societies put up booths to promote their respective societies, which one of them is UnisaIS ( university of south Oz Islamic Society). as previous, the same faces volunteered themselves to be there, which are Mr president, secretary n the treasurer. i didnt volunteered myself since i had some business to attend to, but i do spent about an hour there, n visited few other booths (n hav a look at some of new chix in the house as well.. and free stuffs too..well well...)

then suddenly 1 oz-look, well-dressed, gorgeous, sexy, big... ( u know what i mean..) come to our booth. as usual, our Mr President approached her...

mr P: hi, how r u? do u know anything about islam?

girl: yeah.. im a muslim

mr P (n co): really? (shocked)
(im still in awe, facinated by the girl's physical attributes.. haha)

girl: yeah.. im from bosnia, my name is aidaa (eyda, ayiida.. dont bother the spelling..huh)

bla bla bla...

mr P: i see.. so do u have any question about islam? (referring at a cd with a title about women in islam, something like that..)

girl: no no.. i know everything about islam...

mr P: owh.. good.. good..

after a while, she left with a free cd.....

notes: she didnt sound cocky at all.. (it is hard to translate the girl's expression into words), which make us even happier to deal with her.

after all, it is good to meet new people(regardless their belief etc) and talk to them, which made the 4-hour-gap seems shorter.

ps: missed last night arsenal's lost to chelsea... since i didnt watch the game, i dont think im eligible to make any comment... good for chelsea n good for the young gunners

tahap kemalaysiaan...

Congratulations , you are 23% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Abdullah Badawi !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

haih.. tq kepade en tahi

ps: aku buleh jadik PM.. yahuuuu

mari beli...

internet rumah sudah di reshaped. tiada lagi streaming mahupon youtube bermula 8 pagi hingga 12 tgh malam, sampai 23/2 ini.. terbukti apabila menjelang pkl 8 pg, bola yg ditonton sudah x bergerak lagi... uhuhuh.. namun begitu arsenal mng jua 3-1 terhadap bolton.

ps: peti ais baru yg dijangka sp harinih masih xsampai lagi...haih

happy anniversary... again?

today, feb 9th 2007. it has been a year since i arrived in Adelaide airport. the better news is the long hibernation from football (or should i called it soccer... sounds gay a bit) has reached its end. dis afternoon can play football balik.. yahuu

boca.. super kool player + manager berdedikasi

kekerapan menulis blog has been decreased reciprocally, berikutan kemalasan dan kebizian tidak berbuat apa2 during this summer break. carik kerja here n there (cleaner, hungry jack, mcD, red rooster.. dan rakan2) but still din get wan. so boring2 sometimes i go cycling along linear park (paradise-athelstone-tea tree gully). dis morning i went cycling after suboh, tunggu terang sikit baru keluar, sbb dat bicycle dun hav lampu wan... boleh kena saman by the city council officer. only this morning i observe the starting and the end reading of a meter on dat bicycle. total distance is around 17 KM (take around 1 hour), with some naik turun bukit, n hav to cilok2 org2 tua berjogging dan juga taik2 anjing yg xdikutip tuan2 anjijng... xbertanggungjawab punya tuan (ang, can u write wan post bertajuk "aku seeekor anjing"?). not too bad for sumbody who dun really plan to undergo SPP.. hahaha

beskal mr Mos n Aie.. tp aku buat harte.. wahuahua

n antara sebab2 aku malas berbelog adelah kehebatan para cina2 menulis blog. i realli enjoy their style of writing (plus the warna warni, maybe sempena tahun melawat malaysia 2007). i just spent more times writing comments for their posts.

anugerah blog2 cina adalah seperti berikut:
ang choon seong a.k.a ronaldinho bermuka beckham
eric koay teng boon a.k.a the MAN (must in capital letters)
lee pei pei a.k.a ... (i dunno)

anugerah blog2 melayu:
ki a.k.a abg aku (english yg kool)
azad a.k.a org yg xmau jadik rumet aku (super romantis)
master a.k.a pembuat window 2020 (tekno-ganas)
azmi a.k.a richardson (utk org2 beriman)

junior2 sudah sampai, currently 3 org dok rumah aku (tidak termasuk cop) until they get a house.


ps: 1 year din go back.. n counting...

fatabayyanuuuu...

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِن جَاءكُمْ فَاسِقٌ بِنَبَأٍ فَتَبَيَّنُوا أَن تُصِيبُوا
قَوْمًا بِجَهَالَةٍ فَتُصْبِحُوا عَلَى مَا فَعَلْتُمْ نَادِمِينَ

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidikilah (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dengan perkara yang tidak diingini dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) sehingga menjadikan kamu menyesali apa yang kamu telah lakukan."

"O ye who believe! If a wicked person comes to you with any news, ascertain the truth, lest ye harm people unwittingly, and afterwards become full of repentance for what ye have done."

al hujuraat : 6

post ini berkenaan dengan bende2 forward2 yg merepek2 (kompilasi mesej2 ini ada di blog ini, tp blog ini sudah mati..isk2) so dlm quran sendrik ade kasik tau...

ps: br smlm dpt satu.. karut btol

the road not taken..

Fri 17/11/2006 09:03 :

'...Unfortunately you did not achieve a pass grade for the general practical test, for Topics 101. However, given your other grades, and your performance through the study period, Coralie and I wish to offer you the opportunity to re-sit. Could you please attend the waiting area near the level 8 office at 2.00pm on Monday November 20, for this test.....'

'...Just a reminder that it is a requirement for a pass overall that a pass grade is achieved in this assessment item...'

Mon 20/11/2006 15:46 :

'...Thank you for attending the re-sit of the general practical test today. Unfortunately you did not achieve a pass grade...'

Sat 09/12/2006 08:42 :

'...It was decided (based on your grades across SP5) to offer you supplementary assessment in Topics 101, and this needs to be organized between you and me. This will require you undertake the practical test again...'

Wed 31/01/2007 11:27 :

'...We are both very pleased for you. Enjoy the rest of your break, in readiness for 2007...'

failed 1st try, shaky. failed 2nd try, earthquake. passed 3rd try... wohoho.. nk tecabut pale otak.. bende yg agak susah utk fail pon buleh fail.. haih.. subjek2 yg susa2 spt anat pass dengan selambe je.. uhh.. tp i consider myself lucky to get such opportunity 3 times... merayu gile2 babeng... now i can really enjoy my 1st summer holiday.

thanx a lot to ali, coralie n Ed (a.k.a Whooper)

alhamdulillah... ~~ fuh~~

ps: this pass valued at AUD 9,800.... so relieved..

perkara2 yg terlupa...

there are few dates i forgot. my brain is no more working well on holidays, esp like this long summer wan...

important dates:

my birthday in Hijri Calender : 8th Muharram 1406 ( 22 last saturday)

my mother's birthday in hijri Calender : 7th Muharram .... (dunno the year)

1 year anniversary of my 1st step in the Wine State according to hijri calender ( 9th muharram 1427 - 9th muharram 1428)

what makes me suddenly realise of all these dates? becoz today is 10th muharram a.k.a Asyura day. i remember my 1st night here, i got a taste of bubur asyura bosnian style. so it is all that bubur which triggers all these memorable dates of my life.

the bubur.. but more like a fruit salad

ok then, got to study for my prac exam... if x pass, there might be no more anniversary post next year.

wassalam

ps: sudah add satu lagu baru kat playlist, Peter Allen - Tenterfield Saddler ... lame sudah x letak lagu...

berUsrah...

ya.. hari ini aku berusrah.. tp kat Holiday Inn Hotel..
ini adelah yg kali kedua aku berusrah di situ... tp kali ini kat suite bernombor 7xx...
aku p sane berjumpe dgn abg halim utk mengclaim barang2 yg dihantar oleh mak aku, sambil mengusha tv.
setelah beberape lame bersembang2 dan bertukar2 maklumat mengenai usrah di malaysia, aku pon diserahkan brg2 dan balik.
itu sahajelah update utk kali ini...
tenkiu kepade abg halim atas barang2 yg dikirim n yg x dikirim, edi atas kesabaran menunggu serta milan yg menguruskan hal parking kereta.

bersama abg halim, 2 beg misteri

esok perlu keairport mengambil rozanizam.. dan blender..


ps: abg halim itu kazen aku. beliau memiloti plane ke sini

jumpa... wahuahuahauah..

a real fake... hahaha... tgk muka ferguson..wahuahuaha

ManU?? nUMa??

hahaha..puas ati.. manU kalah setelah leading. so, 6pts dicollect from manU this season. match bes gle n byk adegan2 yg xbuleh dilupekan. nasib baik tgh mlm xleh gelak kuat2 takut jiran2 en muaz dan mong marah.
apsal lehmann buleh membuat lawak sial akhir2 match tuh masih menjadi tanda tanya.. super bodo... kl aku ref aku dh kasik red card sebijik atas lawak yg buleh menginjuredkan tali perut serta cecum pemain2 serta penonton serata dunia.




ps: lehmann mmg org tua yg sengal, tp masih mempunyai refleks yg mantap..

black-out..

at around 3.45pm, my house went black-out. it really killed my life. no tv, no internet, no fan (luckily today is not as hot as yesterday, just about 33-36 C). my 1st thought is that the bushfire around adelaide hills may have affecter generator nearby (this happened in victoria yesterday). since my watching news routine was disrupted, i decided to go cycling. my long absence from such physical activity only allow me to cycle one-third of the distance i used to. on my way back, i glanced into the neighbous' houses and all of them seems to have no electricity supply problem.
it was around 7pm when i found out that the EnergyAustralia's hotline is already closed. i spent few moments to work out, is EnergyAutralia is the electricity provider of the house ( there's only "gas" stated in the bills).
so i approached an old lady (a neighbour to be exact), who was leaving the rubbish bin in front of her house. i have to shout a bit since she's already walking towards her house. she's so kind that she ask me to bring her to our house's meter box, and pointed out to me what to do. i thanked her and she walked back towards her house while i started the process of "gaining" back the electricity.

fine wire n meter box

it is only as simple as changing a string of fine wire of one of the fuse. the fine wire can be found in the meter box. so now, i can surf the net again n write this post, courtesy of "makcik yg suami die meninggal"

moral: proven.. having a good neighbour is a bless ... and important!!

cerita menarik...

aku terusha cite nih kat news arituh... so korg tgk la sendrik...
i forwarded the link to all the people in my YM list, and got few response and comments (+ comment at the utube itself).
my own opinion is... cite nih bukan nk insult islam pon, instead it is a good way of educating public, and make them aware of their paranoia towards islam and muslims. the difference is it is carried out trough comedy. it truly (or almost) reflects the community of the west, therefore people in malaysia (or other islamic country, or....) might not feel connected.
some people might not agree with me, but come on, can u find any better way??
nice effort by whoever making this sitcom (canadian i suppose).
wallaaaaa~~

"It is hard to believe that the CBC will buck tradition and bring forward anything truly daring or even funny, with this series. More likely, it will be a recycling of corny jokes and situations involving misunderstood Muslims and intolerant non-Muslims. I hope I’m wrong, but if I’m not, expect to see it on preachy European television channels, too" - the brussels journal -

ps: sambungan die carik sendrik r... xkan aku nk fwd sume link lak.. lemak r..

aku pon ade hobi..

bosan gile skang... lalalala....xtau nk tulis ape... so tulis je r menatang nih
aku ade suatu hobi yg pelik dan gila...iaitu mencabut kuku ibu jari kaki... ya..mencabut... bukan memotong.. (tertakluk kepada jari yg mana satu)
dlm tempoh sebulan aku sudah mencabut kuku kaki kanan sebanyak 2 kali....
semamngnye sakit dan berdarah2...namun xtau r... sejak form 1 camtuh sudah membuat aktiviti sebegini... pain pleasure...lalalala...mcm org yg gila tatoo tuh..
start mungkin sbb terlalu takut utk memiliki cekam... dan terbukti berkesan..xpnh ade cekam..wah2.... sbb kuku pon jarang ade...hahaha
tips kepade sesape yg nk menginvolvekan diri dlm aktiviti sebegini, ia sesuai dilakukan pada waktu mlm, basuhlah darah2 yg mengalir b4 tdo... ble bgn pagi esok sure sakit gle sampai kadang2 xleh jalan tros... dan juga boleh menyebabkan infection dan demam yg acute.
sekian post utk kali ini... ang silelah update blog dengan kadar 2 hari sekali...
majulah sukan utk negara...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzZZzzzZZZzZZZzzz

Ber YM bersama pustakawati

Paradise, mon, 1/8/2007 12:32:04 PM

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asknowim: We don't seem to have it at the National Library, I'm just checking Libraries Australia now, to see if any other libraries have it...
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asknowim: This will make it easier to find when searching library catalogues or online book stores like amazon or biblioz.com
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at 1st without looking at the ID, i tot it is just another "hi, view my profile, got sum XXX pic there", then i remembered that i just added this ID to my list on saturday. thankfully i was too occupied to click the "ignore" icon.

fenomena pre-peperiksaan (lihat tarikh gambar)

for a non-library-goer like me... i never knoe this kind of service is available... got smileys sum more... cayalah... budak2 Oz silalah add ID tersebut.

ps: sape2 nk tau ape buku yg diusha... p la search ISBN no atas tu.. wahuahuhuaa

berapa Watt u mau??

bodo gila... Ang yg sudah bertaubat pon kantoikan kesesatan ajaran sesat nih...
baik bukak kedai lampu la ... hoho...
malas hendak mengupdate... bosan2 p la bace blog Ang yg menarik hati.. aku bercuti bersalin seketika waktu...
mude gile mufti baru perlis nih...dasat2... ceramah pon bes.. johor ade mufti mude gk name fathi..hoho

ps: woi cina... p baca buku2 buddha bagi melayakkan u menjadi seorg sami hebat...

azam taun baru..

شكوت إلى وكيع سوء حفظي
فأرشدني إلى ترك المعاصي
وقــال إن علم الله نـــــــورٌ
ونور الله لا يعطى لعاصي

“I complained to Wakee` about my bad memory,
and he taught me that I should keep away from sin.
He said that knowledge of Allaah is light,
and the light of Allaah is not given to the sinner.”

-Muhammad ibn Idris ibn al-`Abbas-

selamat tahun baru dan selamat maju jaya

housemet yg berkurang..

semalam anep sudah balik ke mesia bersama rombongan beliau. agenda itu turut menandakan kepulangan aku ke Syurga tercinta...

kemalasan berbelog..silelah mengusha gambar-gambir..

sebahagian dari 7 anggota rombongan

mlm2 berRundlean utk tujuan mengusha org bershoping gle babas... kedai bukak pkl 12.01 am..hoho..balik dekat2 pkl 3am, xbli pape... cume menyaksikan org mabuk bergado2 n ditangkap pak polisi...

dekorasi Rundle sempene krismas..

sekian utk hari ini... sape2 yg rumah die banjir ke meh r dtg umah aku yg kosong ini...

housemet pergi x kembali...

housemet pergi tp kembali... (nizam balik frm village, xdek gamba)


pergi dan apsal kembali?? argh ...
david, chad n cham (gamba cham ade kat post2 yg terdahulu)

turut pergi xkembali adelah Jai, Lufti, Din, No'o, Jose dan bermacam2 lg budak2 Taman Mawar (sudah tidak wujud lg taman ini)..argh ramainye...argh2....

tenkiu dan selamat maju jaya...


ps: gambar-gambir yg lain ade di sini. turut termuat gambar2 besday faris-muas, selain dari gambar2 krismas dan pembalikan anep...

toilet manner...

kehadiran jamban duduk jelas telah mendatangkan suatu kekusutan dalam kepale otak sesetengah dari manusia2 yg biasa bercangkung selama ini. lalu pelbagai aksi2 akrobatik tercipta dalam mempastikan amaun tahi yg terkeluar dapat dimantainkan walaupon tidak lagi menggunakan tandas cangkung. amaun tahi dan keselesaan sendiri kadangkala terlalu diutamakan sehingga kemaslahatan umat manusia pengguna yg lain terjejas dengan terok sekali.

ya..tidak salah jika anda memilih utk bercangkong diatas tandas duduk, dan saya jua begitu maklum bahawasanya segala risiko ditanggung sendiri. namun begitu, jika ditakdirkan anda terpaksa bercangkung juga, silalah membuka selipar atau kasut sebelum anda memanjat tempat duduk tersebut. juga pastikan anda xmemijak alas tempat duduk tersebut yg buleh digerakkan2 ke atas dan ke bawah. jika sudah suratan takdir alas tersebut xbuleh di angkat, dan pada masa yg sama kasut anda terlekat pada kaki, silelah membasuh kembali kawasan yg tercemar itu.

anda pasti tertanya2 apsal saya membuat post sebegini. ini berikutan suatu tragedi di tandas mesjit city adelaide smlm. tragedi menyayat hati ini berlaku tatkala semua org terseksa akibat cuaca panas mencecah 44 darjah celsius. saya memasuki suatu tandas utk menjalankan amanat, namun terbantut seketika akibat kesan tapak kasut yg mengotorkan tpt duduk tersebut.terpaksa dicuci dahulu. apakah manusia sebegini tiada common sense a.k.a civic langsung? atau terlalu tergesa2 sehingga terlupa akan property air yg mempu menghilangkan kotoran? atau terlalu mementingkan kekeringan lantai melebihi kebersihan bontot2 pengguna seterusnya? perbuatan sebegini ternyata menyusahkan pengguna lain.

akhirkata, majulah tandas utk negara.... mesej dibawa oleh kementrian tandas australia selatan


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perlu bersiap2 utk proses perempatan

berabuan di adelaide bujur...

hmm.. dah lame x tulis dan merepek kat sini.. walaupon didesak oleh beberapa manusia aku tetap berbuat bodo sahaja...wahuahua... akhirnya ade gk bende aku leh tulis kat sini (ade byk sebnanye tp malas...uhh)
oleh kerana 5/12 arituh hari last 2nd Test Ashes kat cni, so aku pon mendecide utk bersiar2 di sekeliling Adelaide Bujur. dan secare ajak2 satay chickennye aku mengajak en Bear dan konco2nya utk turut serta dgn ektiviti bergambar-gambir di luar sahaje memandangkan desas desus akan kemahalan tiket utk masuk. aku jua mengajak en Fahmi yg merupakan seorg peminat dan pemain kriket di suatu masa dahulu.
lepas solat zoho aku tros cabut ke uni seorg diri, dan housemet2 len p bermakan pancake... sebaik saje tibe di luar bujur tersebut, bahang kepasrahan melande akibat tiada apa2 di luar bujur tersebut melainkan didalamlah jua... maka aku membuat isyarat asap kepada budak2 yg dlm perjalanan utk dtg. lalu bergambarlah aku di luar utk seketika waktu...

en bear, long dan faris tiba dengan perut yg dipenuhi sumbangan Knoodle... lalu bergamba lagi dan bercadang utk berlepakan kat city didepan skrin yg besa itu..huhu..bergamba lagi...

setelah gagal mendesak en faris utk bertanyekan harge tiket kepade en pacik penjaga pagar, aku dengan macho lg bergaya Asian melangkah gagah lalu mendapatkan informasi harge tiket... lalu terjadilah insiden berikut...
aku: excuse me, may i know how much is a ticket?
en macik: $10 doler ( GST inc.)
aku: oo..cool..thanks (perasaan yg bercampur baur)
en pacik: what??...
en macik: he's asking about the ticket price...
en pacik: it's $100...
aku: erk...
en pacik: $200... $250...
aku: come on... the cheapest one...
en pacik: $300...
aku: really? u must be joking...
en pacik: see... there's only 2 hours left for the test to finish, so people are coming to see who's gonna win... that's why they double the price...
aku: oo..really (sudah termakan umpan dan kecewe)...
en pacik: it's $10...(sambil tersenyum)
aku: oo..thanks.. (blurr..)
en pacik: $10...

kami pon bersepakat utk masuk memandangkan ketidakmahalan tiket tersebut... namun en acap masih gagal dikesan walaupon matahari begitu terang memancar... en fahmi juga dibayangi en acap... aku dan dak2 pet pon masuk setelah meminum air tin yg xbuleh dibawak masuk...

tak lame kemudian en acap n en fahmi sampai dan berjaya mengesan latitud kami yg bersuka ria di dalam.. lalu berlakulah proses pergambaran secare bersepadu...

dimane2 jue kelihatan supporter england... haih...

dipendekkan cite, oz telahpon mng setelah berjaye mendapatkan lebey drpd 168 runs... considered one of the best test match ever oleh sotkaba n media....wahuahuahauah... pasrahlah en2 england disekeliling kami yg berbisingan ini..hahaha



lalu berpulanganlah kami dengan gembire n sunburn (kecuali acap...hahaha)
gamba2 len ade di sini atau di side bar...tq

ps: tq kpd en N cabang yg mendorong aku mengusha ashes ini...